Your Beauty lies in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and never what anyone expects. You appearance and your personality are two opposite things. Even your appearance sends different signals to different people. To some you may look innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious and intimidating at the same time. No one ever knows what to expect with you. You are a little bit of everything all mixed together. You can be watching the football game with the guys one minute and the next out shopping at the mall. You seem to be almost a different person every time you meet someone, but at the same time you know exactly who you are and there is always that one thing that makes you you. You enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how completely unpredictable you are.

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Friday, December 24, 2004

hey! sup? one major sentence: it doesn't feel like xmas. so bored. still didnt get to go gift shoppin'...but next week supposedly fun..hehe. ate at ichiban japanese cuisine...yum..went to church..gay..came bac..went bac..gay time..i mean it was really boring..i was tired..but thanx nina n' keren for da giftz! cool dreamz n' adios n' GOD BLESS Y'ALL ~ HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

emily

December in Miami

December in Florida is lonely.
Hot southern sun never yields
to soft, beautiful snow.
Red and green adorn downtown buildings,
but the ground is void of white.
"The houses are jungles of light strands and tinsel,"
he says taking my hand. Watching
light flakes fall through my heart's window,
unable to touch the cold glass of home.
"Geography is destiny," I once learned.
This moment, our destiny is a desert of palm and sun,
walking through Miami at noon.

Nicole Mayhue

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Miss You in Montana

Have you ever watched a storm
roll in across the ocean?
Perhaps the river would have to do.
He brought acrid red wine and white plastic cups.
This moment was the last as I knew him.
This was the night he intrigued me the most,
lingering on the rocks, watching
the storm roll in, waiting for him to roll out.
Montana called him tomorrow,
but I called him tonight,
away from the river and into the reach.
The field was soaked in rain and lightning,
our earnest excess of energy.
Or maybe it was the wine.
But St. Christopher had carried us there,
directly below the heavens that bellowed so wildly.
Rain kissed our skin softly, and we mimicked its tranquility.
I watched as the storm rolled in and you rolled away,
fading into nothing but these:
the letters and poems you never read.

Lauren Goldsmith

mm......


Thursday, December 23, 2004

heyheyhey! wuddup? mm..taday was rather a waste..woke up thinkin' 'bout giftz i shud give ppl..just showz how considerate i am..jp..internet..food network..got more recipez haha..watched school of rock (again)..bored so cut nailz n' painted nailz..prettyful now hehe..internet..ate at 10 pm haha..played sum violin..stayed inside all day..relaly windy n' rainy n' refreshin' outside..joy..hopefullie tamorrow will be lovely..adios -

emily

o0o i got early giftz from mah 2 prettiest cuzinz haha..ones in college n' da other started work..i got a blue scarf from gap (gap isnt cheap)..a puka couple hanging thing ($16)..awesum victoria's secret perfume n' pink lip tint (probably wasnt so cheap)..chocolate..big purple flowery candle..n' a spa kit..seemz like they spent sum monie on me..haha..yes..i must go giftshoppin'.  


Wednesday, December 22, 2004

 

hehehe..tru

Paralysis

A row of tidy houses knocks at the windows.
A dull drum dum-dums in the back of my mind.
My bed is soft and comforting;
I let the visitors go unmet.

A cookie tin is abandoned by the door--
Dusty crumpets saved from British tea.
The chimes resonate once they're gone.
I wonder for whom they're singing.

Carolers are in the alley,
Leafing through the trash for naughty nuggets.
Newspaper balls are congealed, unreadable,
Tied to string, they decorate an evergreen.

My answering machine yawns hello.
Don't tell it how you are; no one's listening.
I'm playing chess with Lazarus
And baking brownies in the basement.

Shannon Meyerhoff

mm..doesnt sound excitin' at all..but nice memoriez nondaless. id like nice memoriez for Christmas.


Tuesday, December 21, 2004

 

OoO = hotnezz

heyyyy! howr ya'll? im pretty good  school was fine. played sum warcraftIII taday n' yesterday..i only got to c. 6 in human campaign..n' da 2 c. of orcz..but i wanna play more orcz..i suc..haha. its not that great...so i seriusly need more pc gamez..gaa. so then i was bored..watched sum tv n' wrote down more treat recipez..yum..went ta mall to buy secret santa gift for guy classmate..so bought him shirt thas plain white (purity) w/Jesus is My Homeboy (i actually want it now) in red (blood) n' black outlining n' a crown for king on top...simple but stately...i like dat.  mm..stayed downstairs fro awhile then remembered i hadda bake cookiez for a spanish party tamorrow..tho they're 100% gay n' junk food..but watever...i hate da wksts..espanol is da worst class this yr..eh. choco. chip n' sugar c..mm..all da while also watchin' movie that al bought (3 moviez unlimited fro $18/month..i shud do that mahself..hehehe)..man of fire? sumin' 'bout girl gettin' kidnapped...n' guy goes crazy...i wud too..n' freaked if i was kidnapped. i hate that werd...so enuff 'bout that..checked sum school wkstz..but didnt do nethin'..so technically i didnt do nething worthwhile taday besidez buyin' an oh-so-lovely shirt n' bakin' oh-so-tasty cookiez...*snickerz* but good thing is that father was like..all giddy n' said al, lil, n' i can watch movie aftawardz..o0o..i shud go to da bank while im at it..hehehe..gimme big bux babyyy! im out. cool dreamz n' adios -

emily



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